http://fishyjelly.com thoughts and musings Tue, 21 May 2013 18:47:34 +0000 en-US hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.5.1 http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/22/in-practice/ http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/22/in-practice/#comments Tue, 21 May 2013 18:46:28 +0000 jax http://fishyjelly.com/?p=2888 “Happiness is not a limited resource.” I really like the way this guy speaks. The phrasing and vocabulary. And for something as sombre as terminal illness this series is actually very positive. Also, Clouds. This vid was the one that got me started on a 2-hour bawling spree. Ah well. - Why wait till illness [...]]]> http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/22/in-practice/feed/ 0 http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/20/relief/ http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/20/relief/#comments Sun, 19 May 2013 16:14:19 +0000 jax http://fishyjelly.com/?p=2885 Taught my first-ever keyboard classes today. Well, relief-taught. Was quite fun, though there are some limits to having four people in a class. Well the weird thing is that these two students told the front desk that they want me to be their teacher when they continue in the next term… er, it’s the first [...]]]> http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/20/relief/feed/ 0 http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/16/are-you-sure/ http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/16/are-you-sure/#comments Thu, 16 May 2013 15:53:31 +0000 jax http://fishyjelly.com/?p=2882 are you sure i am that special or that talented or that emotionally intelligent or that good for that matter hmm but you said i am an explorer that much is true i guess i don’t really know because i’ve never quite thought of myself like that before yet (here i must tell you a [...]]]> http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/16/are-you-sure/feed/ 0 http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/16/micropoetry/ http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/16/micropoetry/#comments Thu, 16 May 2013 07:35:35 +0000 jax http://fishyjelly.com/?p=2880 orange to grey, the rain falls from night to day, the earth (or my mind?) opens, sighs. - /atonal letters marching across your palm /do i assign meaning where there is none /silence misconstrued /words obtuse, profuse /confuse, accuse, refuse.]]> http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/16/micropoetry/feed/ 0 http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/02/may-day-2/ http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/02/may-day-2/#comments Wed, 01 May 2013 16:49:25 +0000 jax http://fishyjelly.com/?p=2875 Some time ago (or a long time ago) I wrote a post about how I have a saving-people thing. And how there was someone who seemed like he needs saving. Well I’ve finally taken some first steps to put that into motion… I don’t really like what I’m hearing so far, but I hope things [...]]]> http://fishyjelly.com/2013/05/02/may-day-2/feed/ 0 http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/23/getting-my-shit-together/ http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/23/getting-my-shit-together/#comments Mon, 22 Apr 2013 17:04:59 +0000 jax http://fishyjelly.com/?p=2872 Spotify is wonderful. Am having so much fun discovering new music. Especially hipster music. Indie music. Lovely stuff. I remember my piano teacher getting excited when I was 10. But mother said no, music is only a hobby. And that was that. Sweet bye and bye. Recently I have been forced to admit (to myself) [...]]]> http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/23/getting-my-shit-together/feed/ 0 http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/22/purgatory/ http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/22/purgatory/#comments Mon, 22 Apr 2013 11:19:01 +0000 jax http://fishyjelly.com/?p=2866 Purge. Warning: coarse language Autopsychoanalysis. I am eating chilli cheese fries at Carl’s Jr. because I almost cried on the train just now because I overreacted to a joke because it reminded me of something I should not be thinking about right now because I need lots of positivity for stuff I need to do. [...]]]> http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/22/purgatory/feed/ 0 http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/22/this-weekend/ http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/22/this-weekend/#comments Sun, 21 Apr 2013 17:38:52 +0000 jax http://fishyjelly.com/?p=2862 Just writing things down so I won’t forget… FRIDAY HC alumni reh SATURDAY BP lunch meeting Jam sesh Switch (Jarvis/GroundZero) SUNDAY Checked out FAMA keyboard class PW reh - Bravo for the unexpected teachers in life… It’s been a humbling weekend. - Also… dear Lyrids I love you and I will miss you but sleep [...]]]> http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/22/this-weekend/feed/ 0 http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/20/existentialisme/ http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/20/existentialisme/#comments Fri, 19 Apr 2013 19:19:11 +0000 jax http://fishyjelly.com/?p=2855 Whenever I mention “existential crisis”, many friends will ask me if I’m wondering what my purpose is, or what the meaning of life is. This is not wrong, because In existentialism, the individual’s starting point is characterised by what has been called “the existential attitude”, or a sense of disorientation and confusion in the face [...]]]> http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/20/existentialisme/feed/ 0 http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/11/love-song-ted-hughes/ http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/11/love-song-ted-hughes/#comments Thu, 11 Apr 2013 15:44:14 +0000 jax http://fishyjelly.com/?p=2851 He loved her and she loved him. His kisses sucked out her whole past and future or tried to He had no other appetite She bit him she gnawed him she sucked She wanted him complete inside her Safe and sure forever and ever Their little cries fluttered into the curtains Her eyes wanted nothing [...]]]> http://fishyjelly.com/2013/04/11/love-song-ted-hughes/feed/ 0